Dear Reader
I can hardly recall ever having been
happier about the arrival of spring than this year. I only
remember the end of my first winter in Canada, which was longer
than the one this year. It was the year 1968 and we had just
arrived by boat, the Alexander Pushkin. We landed in Quebec on
April 27 after a stormy Atlantic crossing that lasted 10 days,
because of a stop-over in England, where more passengers came
aboard after we had left Bremerhaven. I will never forget the
long trip along the St. Lawrence River, the endless snowbound
shores
without
any house in sight and no green anywhere, just endless spaces of
white and grey and white.
I was close to tears and asked the
best of all husbands if we had enough money to return home. I
definitely did not want to live in such a desolate landscape.
Toronto was not much better at the end of April. It was like it
is now at the beginning of the month. Wet and cold, but at least
the snow had left already, but the feeling of everything grey
permeated my emotional life, especially in the inner city, where
even the grass had not greened yet at Queens Park.
Those first two nights in the
abominable filthy and overrun with cockroaches Ford Hotel
(corner of Bay and Dundas), where we were sent by the
immigration department until Monday, when someone would welcome
us, those first 2 days and nights are unforgettably etched into
my mind. It took me a long time to overcome these images and
opinions that I had formed. I did not like this city of Toronto
for the first 4 years one bit. I would have gone home if I would
not have been sure that I would hear the words: I told you so!
Does this sound ungrateful? Hardly, if
you see it in the right context. We did not come from a battered
and bruised country, a war torn Germany. We arrived from a
modern and reborn Germany. Everything was up to the newest
standards in the west. Phoenix had risen, Germany was getting
fat again. The story of "Wir Wunderkinder" and our nation’s
quick recovery had indeed astounded the world.
In the meantime I love this country
dearly, except for the weather, especially the winter weather. I
am afraid I never took up a winter sport. I always was a beach
baby, born near the Baltic Sea. Give me sand sun and the sea, or
a lake and I am happy.
Why am I telling you all this
seemingly unrelated information? April, especially this April is
special. Not only is my birthday in April, and our publication
was launched in April, but this year we are having an
anniversary to celebrate: We are 40 years in Canada on April 27.
In these 40 years I have at first
struggled to stay away from the German community but got roped
in eventually and now I would not want to miss our group, though
dwindling in members it is. And that is precisely the reason why
I am asking you to participate more. I would like you to share
some of your first impressions of this country after your
arrival. Why did you come? What went through your mind when you
arrived? How did you adjust? What was the most important thing
about these early days in Canada that you remember most vividly,
good or bad.
If you do not know how to write it
down call me and I will help you formulate it. I really want to
know. We should share our stories so that we will not be
forgotten in the days to come. I would like to publish them for
others to read. We do not have to name you if you do not wish to
be mentioned that way.
This series we would like to start was
inspired by Danuta Grigaitis, who writes such wonderful poetry.
If you live over in the Kitchener/Waterloo area she might be
able help you with your story if you require assistance.
I know everybody has a story. Let us
tell some of them to the world! Hoping to hear from many of you
…
Until next time
Sybille Forster-Rentmeister
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